dear, i miss you

my beloved is going to KL today until sunday midnight back to kk....he got a training there....will be missing him so much although only one day cant meet him...but nvm lucky stil got handphone in this world...hehehehe....if not o gui lo...

tonight we continue our youth alpha..almost done liao....yeah..

today in the office bit free, now eating honey cake...yummy...

ok la...tat all from now...

miss you dear

not in a good mood today....

today really a bad day for me...and i not very happy and very bad mood....i cant tell anyone of you...but just don disturd me only....sorry for tat...

ARGGGGGRGRGRRGGGGGGGGGGGGRGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRR!!!!

so tiring

hai yah...no time to write something here...my situation now is TIRED, SLEEPY, LAZYNESS, UNHAPPY, NO MOOD. everything not good one la..

office works wont end one oh...when it wil ends oh...????????? someone tell me please.....

yeah next week i am going to family camp with delson....cant wait for tat day liao....i need holiday...holiday...holiday...

yeah

ISO.....SCARY

today really so tired...i hope got more time for me...really not enough time to finish all my things oh....today we had an ISO meeting...until 2pm den finish...so cham....so hungry again tat time but mao bian..lots things need to discuss....lucky my dear wait for me...bt he keep on phone....until i got 13 missed call...from him...he so worry me why i din pick up his phone and no reply him in the msn....becos he forget me got iso meeting today....hehehehehe...i know la...he also busy same as me...mana boleh ingat so many things oh...

tonight i got practise again...aiyo....really need power and energy liao...den later after practise...my sister irean ask me teman her to YOYO and meet some friends becos she scare drive alone....aiyo....need to go out again....i hope i wont pengsan later in YOYO...hehehe...

yeah still got 15 minutes den can go back liao...hehehehe...so tired..i need a bath and get ready for tonight again....tonight i got three practise.....morning and night service and youth practise....

ok la...i need to go liao....

miss you guys...

two job??????

guess what?what am i going right now?some of you maybe knew la...i now at church doing buletin and find my sunday song...cos tomorrow i got practise liao...aiyo...really busy oh...morning the office wont finish one...at night think of rest also cant cos i need to rush the buletin...really tiring oh...i almost everyday go back home late and den din bath..can you imagine tat...????? i kn its was very dirty la..but is too tired...my eye and my whole body cant even moved...

tomorrow i having a ISO meeting again and i need to become temporary secretary and write down all the minutes becos my secretary is on leave about two to three weeks...oh my goosh...i gonna die soon lo...today i baru kena scold by my boss again...becos i take too much leave...aiyo...whatever la...jus let him scold la...

when can i end this kind of life?keep on busy busy busy busy..until when?until the Lord has come?i really don know...so tiring...

sometimes very tired and wanted to find someone to share and chu qi bt cant except Jesus Christ and also my dear...delson...he is very pity one...everytime when i so frust in work o ministry i will scold him...but no heart one...sorry dear...i know you understand me so welll that why you always silent when i bad mood...thanks...

hai~~~~sadness...i need a break...really....maybe go away from this country hehehehe...impossible...la...

fine...go lo...chao....

sleepy monday..

i hope i have a Monday day off every week...cos Monday really suck for me..i don like Monday and very hard to wake up on Monday...this morning i wanted to take emergency leave one lo...but think back tomorrow got meeting again...aiyo..need to rush somethings...really lazy and tired...cos you know la...weekends ppl holiday but me no lo...need to lead youth fellowship, need to lead two worship in two services la...walau, tat is my second job man....


anyway , really praise God la...i have the chance to serve Him...although sometimes i will NGAM NGAM CHAM CHAM but i don mean it one...those who know me so well, sometimes i like to talk much but actually i din put inside heart one..hehehehe...

just finish lunch...but still sleepy...my dear going to kl for training on this coming sat until sunday...wil miss him..hehehe...God bless you dear..

ok la..continue my work now.

see ya

our life is in God's hands

today after youth like usual my dad wil send the youth back and we all follow....so this sat also the same...suddenly when my dad half way send the youth and still left three youth haven sent back suddenly a my dad phone rang....we heard tat one of our morning bass musician father was very serious and need my dad to send him to hospital, my dad really don know how to do...cos need to send the youth back den now got emergency again..later 11pm need to pick rev from kl at airport...oh Goosh...

at last we go to the jason house and look for his dad den we send the youth to another driver and let him help send them back home...when we reach the flat of jason lived, we saw lots of the cousin waiting for down stairs so my dad go there and ask la...because no body open door for them to go in...den suddenly ambulance came..praise God...den jason carry the father from fifth floor until ground floor...wow....so pity this family...the mom and brother crying and jason too...

everyone sure wil went through all the difficult time like jason dad...but we jus don know when...maybe today we are very rich maybe tomorow we already in heaven or hell...we really don know when God wan to takes us back to our future home..
let me think back, what have i done to God?we need to make used of our daily life now....serve God and pleased everyday....most important is share the gospel to a friend beside you....we really don know...

sadness..

Lord have mercy on us...